Gladiator Love!

okay, so lately i've had ths fetish with Gladiator Shoes! i see thm & im jst like "oh i would do them!" seriously, they are soo sexy. so right? do yous guys think that i should break them out in the spring? or wait till the summer to show thm off? idk. but i've been searching constantly over the internet for "not too pricey" gladiators & these are what i came up with.

now i own a pair of shoes thats dangerously close to number one. mine are jst wedge heels. so getting thm would be redundant. number 2 are tough. maybe with a nice, black, chic, halter tight dress (?) number 3 are risky but im thinking maybe a sassy, cheetah print dress. a little above the knees with gold accessories (?) number 4, ehh im not too sure. i probably will jst get thm to say "hey, i have those" (yes, im stupid like that. & number 5?? baby BYE! i would probably wear those badboys & nothing else. lol thats how tough they are. idk what'd you think abt those outft ideas?

ps. heres a taste of my early spring & summer shoe shopping.

you like? =D

- lea ♥

02.22.09 - sunday dinner =)

evening bloggers :) im somewhat elated because im definitely full. lol its been a minute since i've felt like ths. idk, but lately i havnt had much of an appetite. & even whn i do eat, i dont feel..... full (?) at first i thought it was because i was possibly getting under the weather but 3 days later, no symptoms, i knew it was smethng else. idfkk but make a long story short whn i got home ths afternoon i decided to cook for the family. havnt did it in a few days & figured today would be perfect.

• turkey wings
  
• collard greens
• chicken flavored ricearoni

heres a few pictures to get those hunger juices flowing :)

-- turkey wings seasoned before the cooking process.



-- collard greens brewing *



-- i forgot the rice lol but heres the outcome ; yum!



WAIT WAIT WAIT i know yall aint think i forgot the finishing touch!


yessssssss! please believe i ripped it!

hungry? why wait? yall know i didnt lol goodnght -

lets talk abt sex baaby

is sex really the "thing to do"? i mean damn. me being a virgin, im starting to feel like an outkast. i hate being the ears of my friends conversations abt their sleazy sexcapades. i never get to cmnt or state an opinion abt sex. UGH! i hate it. bullcrap like "ohh girl tell me why ths nigga had me upside down, in the fetus position, 9'5ing that ass?!" lmfao i honestly sit bck & look at these hoes like they speaking spanish or smethng. its craaaazy.


-- it gets to me smetimes because i watch hellaaaaa porn so you would think i would know wtf they're talking about. hunnnnay puhlease! yall know good & damn well no matter if im lonely or not my volume be on ONE! lol so all i basically do is fast forward through all that talking & cut straight to the chase! lol now lately i know yall been like, dang lea.... your recent posts been mainly revolving around sex. its breaaaaaking me! but dont worry blogfam, im guarding my virginity with my LIFE! but i can still get a lil "schum schum" on the side righhhhh??!



i DO know a few positions though.

- missionary
- doggie style
- 69
- teabagging (freaksht)
- amazon
- ben dover (haha)
- eves ecstasy

is there a name for "sitting on it"? idk.... whats all the positions you can think of or tried? jst off the top of the dome. and be honest!

MILF! ew!

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stupid sht -

--- im upset & ths is my many ways of venting. simply blogging where i can freely express myself without smebody cutting me off or cursing me out in the middle of my point-making. alright, so im jst gna jump straight into it & save the beating around the bush for a happier mood. ths female and i solemly planned to take a trip up to MA, valentines day wknd so that i can see my bf & she can see his friend who she started talking to a month prior to the wknd we were suppose to go. my boyfriend & i introduced her to his friend over the phne. they started to smewhat talk & things were picking up. she was feeling him & vice versa. so it wasnt a shock that all month we were talking abt it, pumping each other up, making plans & choosing outfits to impress thm. yall im telling you she had me so geeked up abt it ; thats all i did the whole month of january was talk abt it. her birthday was 2 days before the trip so our plan was to take the train up there that friday & come bck the following sunday. she would spend partial time with his friend but for the most part we all planned to chill together that whole wknd. 2 & a half wks before the time we were suppose to leave i had a funny feeling abt things that nght because we werent talking abt it as much and i felt as though i was being avoided. so i picked up the phne & called her. no response. later that next day i txted her ...


me: "____, whats going on? are you still going?"
female: "i kinda have some bad news."
me: (already knowing whats gna happen) "whats wrong?"
female: "so many people have things planned for me that wknd & i jst have to get settled with everything"
me: (sighs) oh boy, alright ____, let me know what your gna do because i dont wana have his friend thinking that your coming up & your not. not only that but im gna be type hurt because we were talking abt it forever and now 2 wks before we leave your saying people made plans for you. jst make sure you let me know.
female: alright, ima let you know tmro.

next day no contact whatsoever. i txted her, no response (ths is surprising because she usually answers my txt bck with the quickness) later on that day she finally txts me bck.

me: so whats happening?
female: im not sure ima call you whn i get home.
me: alright.

10 smething at night. no call yet. so i call her. she explains to me how she really wants to go and how the chances of her going is 75% blahh blahh blahh, gassing me up so i wont be mad. and my stupid nonchalant self is allowing her to. "oh thank God girl, you had me scared for a minute. i hate whn ppls say they're gna do smethng but at the las minute bails out." (she already knows ths but i jst had to assure her once more) a wk later im not hearing anything. txt msgs are not being exchanged & neither are phnecalls. ths is not like us. we usually talk more than ths. wtf is going on? so i txt her (again)

me:____, tell me whats going on because i need to know.
female: well, my aunt is giving me a party on that saturday and idk what ima do.
me: (im thinking she knew damn well what was going on & jst didnt wana tell me.) are you serious? wow so you mean to tell me after promising that we were gna go up there, a wk before we go that you not going?
female: no its not that. i wana go. ima call my aunt and ask her whats going on thn ima call you but im still going! dont worry!
me: man, alright. dont forget!

following 2 days. no response. im honestly thinking ths sht is getting played out & im abt threw tryna squeeze sme answers out of her. so i txt her. (i knew yall like damn lea lol)

me: _____, what happend with your aunt? you never called me back.
female: oh i'll call you.

she calls me. telling me how her other aunt is suppose to go up to the same school to see her boo & that we can possibly ride with her. im scared to drive up there because i hate getting lost. not to mention train tickets are hella expensive so im like word? oh aight. sounds good. let me know. ths bck & forth sht went on for like another 2 days. shes giving mixed msgs, 2 wrd txts, jst a bunch of nonsense. my bf & his friend are asking me "shes coming? is she coming? i dont thnk shes coming. man i want her to come." ths boy is dipping into his tuition pockets to buy her sme expensive ass gift & im like damn bra, now i feel bad because i introduced yall. at ths point im like what the fck ever man. let me jst make sure shes NOT going & order my damn ticket. i call. & guess what? shes not going. i feel like even more of a jackass because i asked her again. the signs & everything was there but i ignored thm because im like maybe she wont do me like that. or his friend for that matter. my thing is if you know from the first moment that you wasnt gna be able to go thn CUT THE SHT & say "lea, i cant go" aint even a need for a damn apology. i wouldve rathered her say that thn lead me on all ths time & at the end of it say no. but ima tell you ths much & i put ths on everything - im done chasing other ppls. im jst gon do wtf i have to do for MYSELF and myself only. dont hype me up thn crush what hopes i have left. especially smeone that you call your "friend" & "sis". shts fcked up & i would never do that to anyone. but we've all gone thru that. i guess its jst the things you have no choice but to accept in life. oh but it wont ever happen again, i promise you that.

read a few blogs & most of them had the infamous "25 random facts" post. i thought it was cute & a good way to re-introduce yourself to the blogfamily. so sit back, relax & enjoy :)

1. my name is Sheleatha but i hate it because its too long & no one can ever pronunce it properly so i have an alter-ego by the name of Maxine Monroe.

2. sometimes im over emotional & cry more than a baby

3. i am still a virgin and proud of it :)

4. fashion is my hobby

5. i couldnt go a day without txting

6. i sleep with my parents on a daily basis (shut up!)

7. i have over 230 belts for absolutely no reason

8. i collect barbies & my oldest is 12 yrs old

9. im an online shopper

10. my mothers my bestfriend & my doggie is my child

11. make-up is my passion

12. poetry is my escape

13. i have a boyfriend x3 and hes my sanity.

14. i love the rain but hates getting wet ugh

15. i have a porn collection ;-)

16. i have an obsession with gold jewelry

17. i have 10 piercings (can you guess?)

18. i will NOT turn the channel for a whole wk if i cant find the remote

19. i hate ALL types of condiments except for hotsauce

20. my parents & my boyfriend seem to think i have a shopping addiction and literally wants to get me help but im still in denial :)

21. i pray maybe about 13 times a day.

22. i own possibly 120 pairs of panties and maybe like 25 bras lol

23. i have a HUGE sexual imagination

24. i have a godchild & i love him with all my heart.

25. i only possess 3 bestfriends and without them im not sure exactly where i'd be mentally.

its been a minute -on hiatus for two wks`

ths really needs no cmnts - havnt been on in a minute, i know i know. not like me ; but i've been so tied up with my internship & school, ugh. everythings building up on me it seems. im missing out not only on my blog fam but my actual fam's lives as well. everyones been telling me that i need to take a break but i cant. for sme reason i feel if i take a break, whn i get bck on track its gna feel like i took 9 steps back. and i truly hate to start all over ; even if its jst my imagination. im checking blogs & i feel so lost because idk wtf is going on in my (usual reads) lives. ergh! i hate that. -- dont worry fam, (tries to sing like trey songs) i dont wana leave. but i gota go right now.... i'll be back before you know it! lol


♥ much love


lea-